a certainty to convince my heart

sincere love in my heart desire to get rid of all my dreams 
to can express love to reveal all to you
although I might not have you
and all of definite sense...


when the flower doesn’t  blossom again
and the world does not spin anymore
and also when this love burn or lose from my heart
you'll know at that time 
how much I love you .... how much I want you 
and how much i miss you


didn’t you know about my heart troubled untill this time ?
Forgive me if this love is wrong !!!
and forgive me abou all of my mistake to you
and if this love is wrong, but my dear is yours, i realized

I feel so tired to forget about this sense and hide away this sense
but i won’t to give up
just in my dreams i can reach you
just pray and pray to God and Thank’s to God


if you not for me
let me to hug you at the last to saying i love you
and assure my heart please
so i can close my heart now and waiting for someone can open it again 


like a Zivilia’s song 
“waiting is something that is annoying for me”
“when I should be patient and always be patient”
who knows how long I have to stand up in here
so tired i feel...

do you feel the same ? i don’t know about that


I just want to reassure my heart and my sense of this
because I was tired but I’m afraid
if I have to fall down again about this sense 
that’s very painful for me if you know and noone knowing about me
but i always give them sweet smile every day
because i’ll be the best one for them...